LOS ANGELES >> Rich Hill is not very happy with himself these days."It's just natural. It's 'Oh, I stink' and you just want to crawl into a cave," said the Dodgers left-hander, who will take his 5.14 ERA and 1.57 WHIP to the mound against the New York Mets on Wednesday looking to turn around a season that has yet to live up to expectations.